Currently Listening Orchid By Opeth see related

holy crap. i'm never home anymore.

thought it was time for an update. don't get too excited cause its nothing great.

life is going great for me right now . i need to spend  a little more time on my school work though.

im always at work or hanging out and i love it.

football game tonight. i actually dont mind having to go march. i get to hang out with some really funny people. so its fun.

tomorrow = homecoming dance!!!

i want to go to the haunted houses sometime before long so if anyone wants to go say something and maybe we can figure it out.

Tanessa's mom is dumb and I miss my whore

now i need some food and lots of sleep.

awhile back brooke put this in her xanga.....

Tell her you think shes AmAzInG. Tell her why you think shes so amazing.  Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples YaRdS and give them to her. Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to your favorite place, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her LaUgH. Write poems about her. Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. surprise her. do things that make her smile, make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face. be spontaneous. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her. Give her back rubs. Play mud football with her. Play in the snow with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms.Call her... even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you. Jump on the bed with her. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Push her on swings. Give her piggy-back rides. Stay up with her all night. Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you. Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars*   Make up nicknames for eachother. Show up at her school or class unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.Teach her how to do something she doesn't know how. Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to one of her softball games with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ICE CREAM. Let her take all the pictures of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow... Kiss her when she least expects it.When you fall in love with her, tell her. 

.....then she said something along the lines of ... "if only there was a guy like this."

well........there is and I found him!

went bowling and then to a kick ass party last night. it was awesome.

these college guys that live down the road came over and told me i can go to any of their parties i want to.

it's great... i have my mom's permission to go to these parties and hang out with hott guys and drink free alcohol.

so my mom told me i have to quit smoking. im willing to try cause its not good for me but its gonna be fucking hard.

work was hell today. i am so tired and crappy feeling.

Currently Listening Red, White, & Crue By Mötley Crüe, Motley Crue see related

well things did turn around and im happy now. i just hope things stay good.

im tired and just got home so this is it for today.

goodnight

edit........

what the fuck is going on.